My Piggy Life

Friday, September 30, 2005

::Day 7: Friday!::

Finally its friday... But to me, it is not weekends yet, cos i got to come back to work tmr!! so sianz rite? but no choice.. its my month end closing again.... really sick of rushing deadlines... but still, its my job... haizz... lunch time went to changi airport for lunch... had qiu lian ban mian.. *Yummy* keke... but the journey took us too long to reach there... during evening time, something copes up... cos one of my supplier chasing for payment... then my fiance director came speak to me... cos the credit terms had been changed to COD... haizz... but the payment i already prepared long time ago mah... but they just didnt give me the invoice... haizz.. its my fault again... i m so stressed... then my ADI shipment came in oso... i got lots to pick GRNs... going crazy soon.. got to go back to work... =)

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Thursday, September 29, 2005

::Day 6: Double Sickness Day::

Today is the sixth days liao... 6 days never see dear... actually 6 days past very fast oso... just tat a bit not used to it... next year, dear dear still have another trip to Sydney... another one week... i told him today.. never bring his list no 17... cause me to fall sick wif him... keke...

yong: Good morning dear,ushd be on yr way to work. i nw packing my stuffs 2 take train 2 syndey. Really dun noe hw u manage to pack my stuffs, having a hard time nw

me: Morning. Haha.. U fold properly then put in row by row lor.. Should be able to pack all in. Try to squeeze lor. Or u put ur red wine in oso?Then cannot squeeze?

yong: No leh,red wine nvm pt in. All my bags r very swollen nw, Heehee Even small bag from my ashworth luggage oso use liao. So happy,today is thur liao. Seeing u soon

me: Then how come cannot pack in? U dunno how to pack huh? Ask u bring no. 17 go, u nv. Now got prob packing liao... Ya lor... Finally its thurs. 2 more days to go..

yong: Hahaha,shd have brought no 17 along n all my problems would have been solved right? Come to aust 2 enjoy ended up falling sick everyday. Falling lovesick.....

Hee... Y double sickness? cos i m having stomach cramps... so painful... haizz... so many months dun experience tis n now... :(

Today damn angry wif the stupid indian man from midas... Kns one... disgusting n irritating man... keep pointing n pointing... how i wish to cut off his finger... only a small fly in midas n come here trying to be a boss.... everybody dun like him... n worst of all, he's smelly somemore... really cant stand him... every month got to see him once... *Sianz*

Haizz... going back to my work.. the system really slow... keke... going to work now... (",)

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Wednesday, September 28, 2005

::Day 5: Planning for my Busy Oct Schedule::

Morning, dear call me on my way to work... had a chat wif him.. then came office to start my busy day... cos october is my quarter closing again... i got my ADI Financing to do.. and a august mes report to do.. haizz... a busy month for me... being rushing my work the whole day... tiring... not like dear... still can enjoy himself wif the scenery in aussie...

yong: Dar,i juz bought one t-shirt from one of the wine yard for u but not sure u like it or not.. it looks good to me. Next stop, gg to a famous choc factory...

See... he so good... can go visit various places in aussie... ;p

a busy day... then at 5plus, dear call me to chat.. then he so funny.. say he wan buy fang lang qi for me... keke... *CRAZY* haha... then thot can go off on time, but my ADI came a whole stack so stay back till 8.30pm to key in... then went home to watch my X-Files... i like to watch such stories... keke... there goes another day... thursday coming again...

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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

::Day 4: Normal Working Day::

Hee... Managed to clear all the weird weird words... keke... Nothing much happened in particular today... can say its a boring day today... chat wif dear in the morning... thru sms n msn... i hope to enjoy my work... enjoy working... enjoy my life to the fullest... today is just a normal working day... but going off on time today... not going to work OT.. cos going for my facial... keke... so gtg... its 6pm... =)

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Monday, September 26, 2005

::Day 3: My First Day at work::

Today is my first day at work.. reach office first thing was to logon to msn to talk to dear.. but only managed to chat wif him for half an hour n he went offline le... me learning not to use msn all the times... so after tat, i didnt online at all... keke.. ;p

Here's our conversation:

26/09/2005
8:37:07 AM
yong: hi dear,glad to see u online

Adeline: hihi
yong: so u got bring all yr cute cute things to yr new office?
Adeline: some lor
yong: if cannot carry wait for me to come back bring for u
Adeline: my dear so sweet
Adeline: hee
yong: today OT again?
Adeline: dun wan ot today
yong: then wat u doing tonite? stare at my photo?
Adeline: haha
Adeline: dunno do wat
Adeline: miss my dear dear
yong: i gtg liao dar
yong: i going to hug u very tight when i come back
Adeline: huh?
Adeline: so fast
Adeline: i miss u leh
Adeline: ok
Adeline: dear take care
yong: my timing here now is 11pm leh
Adeline: haha
Adeline: ya hor..
Adeline: keke
yong: (L)
yong:(L)
yong: bye bye
Adeline: bye bye
Adeline: dear dear, i miss u

My new office: everything seems different.. we are all not used to the lights, the surroundings, n especially the food here... cos we are all used to kaki bukit food already... actually my journey becomes further... cos i leave home in the past same timing oso... but then i reach office at a later time... cos in the past, i can reach office before 8am... but now... reach at 8.15am at least... keke... during lunch time, we went to a kopithiam here... the food wasnt really nice... but yet to try all... ;p

After work, joan n i went to Daiso at Imm to shop for our office deco... but a lot of things were out of stock le... wanted to buy a cork board (think must go ikea to buy liao), a big white board, car hooks, magnets and map pins. but all didnt get at all... so sad... must go sourcing for it liao... i wan to get a money plant n a small fish tank... i wan to feed guppies in office... keke... dear, u promise to find guppies together wif me, rite? i will wait for u hor... keke..

yest at IMM, i bought a box for my office drawer, a water container and a nail polish remover... keke... then bought one slippers from OP.. n a tissue holder for dear's room... keke... dunno he allows me to put or not? but its quite nice lor.. reach home at 10.45pm... nothing much to do... bathe n went to bed to prepare for the next day...

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Sunday, September 25, 2005

::Day 2: My Lonely Sunday::

Received dear's sms when he reach Sydney at SG time 4.25am...
Yong: I have reached aust liao,the weather is very cooling. U must be sleeping soundly now. Help me tell my parents tomolo.i miss u so much dear dear...
I woke up at 11am today... feeling so bored... n no one wan come out shopping oso... so mummy ask me to go out wif her... so I suggest to go ang mo kio to walk walk... then went wif mummy to AXS machine to pay all our phone bills... the total is $729... its so much... my dad really heartless to leave us behind... n wif so many bills to pay... dear call me... so surprisingly... received his call... but really miss him a lot... chat awhile n he's going out liao... I went to the cutie shop in ang mo kio n bought a hello kitty utensils set at $7.00... then one more toothbrush holder for dear... keke...

Things i bring to office

then went to hawker centre n treat mummy for lunch... we had chicken rice, wu xiang n fried toufu... hee... quite nice... then went shopping for clothes wif mummy... went to a shop but mostly are all mummy's clothes... no mine.. but I saw a jacket.. quite nice... but then the zip is spoilt... but manage to get the stock but must wait for a few days more... keke.. muumy bought 2 tops n 2 pants... then we walk walk n went to another shop... the clothes there is from hongkong one.. quite nice.. I bought 2 tops n a skirt... keke.. mummy oso bought a top... after tat, think we almost shop finish amk liao... so we headed home... reached home at 4 plus... n I still manage to take a short nap.. haha... then 7 plus, dear msg me..
Yong: The weather here is so cold tat I feeling hungry all the time. Juz drank some red wine at the hotel n gg back to read my notes liao. Wat u doing?
Me: Is it very cold? Must wear more if its cold hor.. Take good care of urself... Me preparing my things for tmr to go work lor.. I intend to bring my keyboard rest (cute cute u dun like 1), mirror, mug, mini whiteboard, utensils set to my new office.. Then go bath later n update my blog.. Keke.. Dear, miss u leh.
Yong: Haha,at last u have get rid of tat rabbit liao. Darling,its a lot worse than wat I tot it will be. I really miss u badly. I wouldn't want to be anywhere without u
Me: I miss u badly too... Yest when loon was driving ur car, I feel so weird tat its not u driving.. Then when I go to bed oso seems so weird w/o u... I love u.. =>
Yong: Its only one day without u n I feel so restless n homesick. Its only now tat I realize cant make it without u. I hate tis trip....I love u forever....
Me: Dear,Ya lor.Its only a day n we miss each other so much le.I tink if I were to go abroad myself,I'll feel even more homesick than u.We really like chopsticks
Yong: Heehee,ya lor. Chop Sticks will always goes in pair.I juz tuck myself into the warm blanket n ready to sleep liao.Hope 2 see u in msn btw 8am to 1pm. Gd nite....
Me: So early sleep already ah? Ur side there is 11.30 liao hor? Ok.. Dear... Good nite.... Sweet dreams... Hope I can be online tmr to chat wif u...

Haha... finish all our sweet talks liao.. keke... =) its time to go to bed soon... tmr is my first day of work in new office...

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11:15 PM

::Day 1: Dear not around seems so weird::

After sending dear... we decided to head back to yishun... then delun volunteer to drive... but he hor... actually forgot to turn in to TPE... n landed in ECP which is a very long journey... haizz... then end up exit here n there all wrong... then finally exit from bedok, then turn back to TPE again... our journey back to yishun actually took us 45 mins to an hour... so long... I so not used to it... cos normally, the one sitting beside me n driving is my dear... but he's not... I feel so weird when dear not around.. Delun drives us to OCC cos he needs to collect his van n baozhong needs to collect his bike.. then jianzhong drives yong's car n send me to northpoint... then they went to park at qingfeng's house at sembawang park n then the three of them went to jianzhong's house to watch soccer... then I went northpoint to meet meifang... then went to popular n get a mini whiteboard for my new office... to write notes... then went to ya kun to have toasted bread... then jianzhong ask us to go his house... so we 2 took 804 to his house... browsing his snookering photos n Meiyi's photo... haha... he show us who is meiyi... keke... then we play mahjiong... loon, tiong, meifang n me... we play small small only... 10 cents 20 cents... haha... just for fun... me, meifang n tiong, we all lose to loon... he win $25... haha... meifang lose $13 I lose $7, tiong lose $5... but wheni wan pay loon, but he just dun wan to take.. say I owe him a meal can liao... keke... still say ask furong treat him eat sharkfins can liao... keke... there goes my day... then tiong drives me n meifang home... came back home, bathe then set my dear's desktop n login to msn... chat wif tiong, deryk n baozhong a while... then I do my blogging... really miss dear... really not used to him not around... keke... now almost 3.15am liao... think he should be reaching Sydney soon... waiting for his sms.... =)

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3:15 AM

::Moving to New Office::

I have shifted in to my new office yest... early morning, we were waiting for movers to move our boxes over... we ate mcdonald breakfast... yummy...I ate a big breakfast meal... I went to view my ceo's room... it was so nice n big... just like a 3 room flat... n the style was very classic... like movie in hongkong... oso like tat one... lol... here are some of the pictures I took in his room...

we were so boring n we waited till 3pm then the movers were here... we were so eager to pack our stuffs... n to my surprise... we actually finish packing by 9pm... luckily we can finish on tat day... if not, we need to come back on sat to pack... we were so tired n restless already... n most imptly, if I got to come back on sat, I will have less time for my dear n he left today... keke... went to his house to accompany him... he lah... nv sleep in the right position then cause me to sleep sideways oso.. then I nvr off the lights cos he says he only sleep a while, will wake up one... ohh... he did... at 5am in the mid of the nite... ask me y I didn't off the lights... he still dare to ask me... but I ignore him n went to bed... keke... then wake up then I say him... so bad of him... keke... help him pack his things... so sad... he actually forgot to pack his no.17 in his list which is me!!! We plan the journey... so he drives me, baozhong and delun to airport... jianzhong n wenlong came oso... we took some photos at the airport... will upload the photos when dear is back from Sydney... then later they will drive his car back to qingfeng's house n park there for a week... we had burger king n went to la kopi... keke...

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Tuesday, September 20, 2005

::My Busy Week::

Last weekend, everything still goes fine.. but then dear dear need to work on last sat n sun... *Busy him* Planned to go ktv wif cat & baozhong on last fri.. but then last min, i cant make it n the whole session is cancelled.. all becos of my stupid dad... really nothing to comment abt him le...

Last sat, we went to lower seletar wif jianzhong, baozhong, junxiong, lynn, meifang, me n my dear came to join us after his work... we went there to play candles... haha... see wat we make...

After tat, we went to Jalan Kayu for prata supper... haha... Baozhong n yong were laughing at me when i say i use M16 to do arm drill when i was in npcc last time... but then, our CO really says its M16 mah... nvm.. not an issue anymore... but tat baozhong keep laughing at me... *Humph* The whole day oso... baozhong keep teasing me wif yong's ex gf... *BAD* but i know baozhong did it on purpose one... NVM.. i bear wif it... hahaha... after prata, i went back to dear's place... Initially plan was to go back to my place after he bath n get his things... but then, we were lazy after tat, so i stay at his house... then sunday morning, we went for breakfast, n i go home n sleep... poor dear dear still go to work... but at 6 plus, he off work already... so came pick me n we go his house to eat dinner... cos he brought fried chicken rice from his camp... keke... my boring sunday just passed like tis...

Tis week will be a busy week for me... cos i be shifting to my new office tis coming fri which is the 23 September 2005. which means even sat i will have to come back to do unpacking... *Sianz* then dear flying tis sat le... tis week, really dun really have time together... cos he's working nite shift... then somemore, i m tired after long working hours too... just like last nite, i didnt manage to wait for him to be back, n i went to bed liao... didnt even reply or hear his missed call... think tis 2 weeks, wont be seeing him tat often... sure to miss him... keke...

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Wednesday, September 14, 2005

::A Bad Day Today::

Haizz... today really a bad day... everything goes well in the morning... but in the late afternoon, things happen... Everything starts when yong started to ask me... Will u mind if i buy wedding gift for my ex? i really dunno how to reply him.. my reply was up to u lor.. then he went offline... i saw his missed call actually.. but i dunno to call back wat can i say? i dunno how to act as if nothing happen... tats y i avoided the call... but still he managed to know something was wrong... i know he wans to know wats wrong wif me.. but then... haizz..

yong: R u alright? Did i said something u dun like?

me: U looking for me ah? Y?

yong: U on ur way to ur class rite? Drive carefully... Go eat something then go for class..

me: I oredi reached liao,u not replying to me so i tot u angry over the wedding gift thing i told u juz now. Guess u r not.

me: Go n get prepared for ur class...

yong: Maybe i too sensitive but i feel u behave funny funny one. Pls tell me wat did i do wrong if there is any can? Not good to feel hanging in suspend.

me: Nah.. i m alright... After some thoughts i be fine... Not to worry...

yong: i tink u r really dwelling too much,its juz a gift.. i am not even going to meet her at all too. Tink u r not being fair to me,when u went out for dinner wif one of yr ex i oso never say anything. If there is still some doubts from u abt our r/s,Pls dun hesitate to clear them up wif me asap.

me: i think its my own problem... To me, the gift isn't the issue... its ur heart.. I be alright, just tat i hate the feeling i have now oso.. But i m really alright le... But for ur info, me left my ex is becos there's no more feelings n i chose to leave... The feelings is zero n only frens...

yong: For yr information,i oso have no more feelings for my ex too. Moreover she going to get married liao,so i dun noe wat r u really worry abt.

me: Nvm... i know its my own prob... U dun have to be bothered by it.. Dun feel like talking abt it liao....

yong: Fine,dun tok abt it then dun tok abt it. I really love u only n if u dun believe it then dun believe.

me: I m sorry for all... Actually i m alright one lah.. Just tat sometimes heart dun feel good...

yong: Glad to hear tat,lets not tok abt it anymore. Later no changes? Go yr hse sayang u tonite ok?

M i really alrite now? seriously, i dunno... maybe yes maybe no... maybe gals dun speak the truth from the heart..

wat i feel: i m feeling insecured... maybe being bluff n hurt too much in the past tat i have tis phobia now.. i know i m being unfair to him but then, i really feel unsecured...

how i feel: i feel tat i mind cos i care... if he's somebody i dun care at all, i wont be bothered at all... last time in my previous r/s, i wont bother so much.. last time my ex always will ask me y u wont feel jealous one? there's only one ans... cos i dun love them as much... wat is correct n wat is wrong? if i totally wont mind means i dun care at all... but if i mind, i m consider those petty type of gals who will be possessive n jealous... so wat m i? i dunno... i wish to be myself too... i wish to be generous too.. but i know i cant... cos inside my heart, i dun feel good... but wat can i do? to tell u the truth how i feel? or not? i oso dunno... both have impacts... i do believe one thing... i love u tats y i mind...

maybe i shouldnt be like tat... maybe i shouldnt be too close to u n meet u everyday... i kind of depending on u too much... m i wrong again? i been trying so hard... perhaps one day i can really close one eye n be a generous gal... but is there still happiness? Argh... i dunno... its so vexing.. does he knows how hard i tried not to think so much? once, i was tidying his room, i saw the basket of album, i took out one album, i saw photos of him n his ex, i closed back n pushed back the basket... i dun wan to see... i know the more i see, the more i will think.. but y is it everybody gave me such feelings tat he actually love his ex more than me? i hate tis feeling... i dun wished to be compared... i dun wish to compare it myself oso... but do i have a choice??? i dunno... maybe time is the only thing to solve all tis problems... cos only time can proved... i hope not to push him do anything or wat... i dun even wan him to promise me anything... i wan everything he did it willingly... i wont wan to force him to do anything... i just wan his love, care n concern...

another bad thing... today after work, i call my mum... she told me my dad left... he left a letter for her n left... he wont come back... wats happenning... i really going to break down soon... all along, i dun wish to comment much... but y? y did he left so heartlessly? i wan back my happy family in the past... since young, he dote on me most... but y... y tis time, he is so heartless... just left n doesnt wan us anymore? y? wat is going to happen next? wat will my mum do? wat will my bro do? wats going to happen to us?? y does everything happen so fast? a few months n everything turns out tis way... i hate year 2005...

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Sunday, September 11, 2005

::My Saturday Low Mood::

Yest, went back to office to work... from 8.30am to 5.20pm... really sian... cos got to pack all the stuffs for moving to new office... really tired n aching... =(

After my work, i went home n bathe n meet them for crabs at ang mo kio blk 233.... it wasnt a good outing actually.. i dunno y... i can sense dear's mood down down... i oso dunno did i affect him or wat... its like so sudden i can sense his change n so on... i feel upset seeing him like tis... n i even wonder is it becos i go ktv wif them n he wasnt happy abt it... but he say no lor... haizz... maybe its really his family probs tat caused him to be like tis again... poor him... me oso not being a considerate gf n keep him accompany... n still went ktv wif haicun, baozhong, meifang, lynn... haizz... feel so sad over my own neglection... i hope to be wif him when he's down lor... just like when i m down, i oso hope he is wif me......

Today he went for his 21km marathon... then went for his class... think he must be very tired now... n dozing off in class... poor dear... sometimes i really wish to tell him... i hope to share his troubles, his burden... but somehow i know i m not able to help him much oso... just hope he will get better... =

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Friday, September 09, 2005

::My 2 Days Time Off::

Time flies so fast... my 2 days time off just ended like tis... tmr sat, need to go back to work... to pack office things... going to shift to my new office on the 23 Sept le...

Thursday: Morning wake up... got a bad news from dear.. he kena a summon .. haizz.. so sad.. morning wake up got to pay fine of $30 liao... demoralising.. went to wash car wif my dear... keke... we wash car from 11am plus till 1pm.. we spend 2 hours washing... but feels rather satisfactory seeing the car so clean.. Although washing car is a tiring chore, but then i still enjoy it.. =)

then went northpoint to settle my laptop warranty things... so now, my laptop has 4 yrs warranty in total now.. then dear went to see doctor to get his 2 days mc... so shiok rite? then we went for lunch at 924... tiong went doctor wif yong.. cos he oso getting 2 days mc... haha... went lunch wif haicun, tiong, yong... then after tat we parted... so me n yong dunno where to go... so we decided to go shop at ikea... we went to psb his school to collect his notes... his school environment still not bad leh... keke... then we went to ikea.. its so enjoying shopping in ikea.. i always like to shop in ikea one.. we bought a shower curtain, clips & a ironing board... keke.. so funny... then me n dear like a design of a living room.. our ideal living room.. n we even took photos down... here are the photos...

So how's the living room design...? keke.. ;p

After ikea, we went to a mcdonald to surf net.. to check got other programs... then we went to a mcdonald to surf net n to check out activities for the nite... so haicun plan for a ktv session, n we went wif joi... 9.30 pm at kster... me n dear went to a hawker to eat oyster omelette... i oso dunno where's the place... its near bukit merah... then we headed to chinatown... reach chinatown so early... it was only 8pm so me n dear went for a scroll... then we were discussing abt displaying things in his car... finally he allowed me to display my melody tissue box holder... hee so i display it today... so nice... heehee... still think of other things to display.... n we decided to display a shake shake head... keke... so it will be included in my sunday shopping list... the ktv was quite cheap... at $11 per pax... 5 hours somemore... 2 drinks each... keke... sang until 2.30am.. then we went to geylang for dou jiang you tiao... yummy... so nice... we reach home at 4am... by then we were so tired already... quickly bathe n went to bed...

Friday: when wake up, nothing to do... so went to 925 to meet tiong n siong for lunch... actually plan to go swimming after lunch... but when reach my home, dear says y not we take a nap first... haha... when wake up, its already 6pm... no time for swimming... only dinner... so went to Duck Rice to meet the group... tmr is siong's birthday... so they planned to go club momo to celebrate n to drink till drop.... of cos i didnt join them, tats y i m here...;p think its a guy session oso.. anyway its been a long time since yong nvr go out wif them alone... so let him enjoy his nite... ok... going to continue watching ... =)

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Wednesday, September 07, 2005

::My Short Working Week::

On monday i was feeling so bluez.. dunno y.. dun have the mood to work.. dun have the mood to do anything... work OT till 8pm tat day... then went home n watch my vcds... starring by Su You Peng and a korean lady... i like tat part most... when En Qi decided to forseek his financee, his mum, n just to be wif xiao tong... its so romantic... but guess all tis really just show... i dun think i can find so romantic stories in real life... perhaps there is... but i dun have the chance to meet... My dear after his exam call me n say he come meet me at my house downstairs at 10.45pm.. i went down maybe at 10.42pm.. i didnt see him.. so i went back to my blk downstairs to wait... but i waited till 11.15pm.. still didnt see him... then he sms me.. say he finish his tea n bread liao... then i call him... Gosh.. we were waiting at diff places... haizz.. luckily we still managed to meet up... hope he's able to pass his paper...

Yest, dear pick me up from my workplace... then accompany him go haircut... actually not oso... cos i go shop at northpoint while waiting... haha... then went for dinner... on my way back home, he suddenly say we long time nvr go for movie... reach my house downstairs liao then he say.. so we u turn back to Yishun 10.. We watch .. Me n him totally no idea wat tis show is abt... only heard from his fren tat tis show quite funny... then meifang told me korean show rite? its by pei yong jun... but no lor... pei yong jun show is call not ... Tis is the 4th movie i watch wif my dear... keke.. Tis show is very nice lor... much better than ... its a show on dancers... how they practise their steps.. n how the male lead trained the female lead to be a dancer... the female lead is a gal who doesnt know abt dancing at all... but while following him, she learnt n end up to be a champion dancer... but the male lead was being hit by others n he becomes a cripple... so sad...

Movie Summary:

A heartwarming motion picture about innocent love and the power of dance! In this second film from director Park Young Hun (Addicted), teen star Moon plays Jang Chae Rin, a young Korean girl from the poor Chinese town of Yanbian. When her dance champion sister bows out of an upcoming national dancing competition in Seoul, Chae Rin poses as her sister and attends the event in her place. One problem: Chae Rin has zero dancing experience! Co-starring in this winning romance is Park Geon Hyeong (DMZ) who plays her dance partner, Na Young Sae. As a former member of South Korea's national dance team, Young-Sae exudes professionalism, refusing to get involved with the film’s beautiful heroine. But as their practices continue, a bond between the two soon develops, as she learns not only how to dance from Young Sae, but how to love as well. But what happens when the villainous Jeong Hyeon su (Yoon Chan) enters the picture and tries to break them apart? Will their budding romance survive?

A nice show.. worth to watch...

Then today wake up at 6.45am!! So late... alamak... i woke up... saw the time.. then i shouted.. HUH!! Near 7am liao... then my dear was woken up by me... he oso say he late.. then i say he not late.. is i late!! haha... Wat a morning rite? but luckily i managed to reach office almost as usual.. i reach at 8.05am today.. keke...

Tonite going to Marina Square... going to celebrate meifang's birthday... So going to rush off at 6pm today... keke...

Yippy... tmr n fri i be taking my time off... so happy... i can rest le... n most impt... my dear taking 2 days mc to accompany me... keke... so wat will be our program?

Thurs: Wash car, See Doctor, Eat Crabs, Maybe go PartyWorld... haha... can practise songs... keke...

Fri: To be discussed further...

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Sunday, September 04, 2005

::Can Men be given a second chance?::

Yest Tiong jio for dinner n movie... but my poor bf got to stay home n study for tmr's exam... so he cant go out together wif me... but i was at his place mah... then tiong ask... so i tell him i at sembawang... he can pick me up meh? haha he so onz lor... say ok... keke... so good... pick me up from yong's place.. then drive me back again... keke... we went out at 9plus... at first he told me got 4 plus me n meifang... so its 6.. but when tiong is here... he told me only got loon, meifang, him n me... 4 nia... alamak... then on the way to pick up meifang... zhengyu (bird) call loon... say he can meet for dinner... so we pick him up on the way n we went AnA for chong pang nasi lemak... then haichoon oso join us for nasi lemak... the group become bigger... then lynn join us at AnA oso... but then only 6 went for movie... got me, meifang, lynn, tiong, loon n baozhong join us in the end oso... he CH lah.. reject then come join us later... keke.. we went to watch one more chance (san ge hao ren)... quite an amusing movie i could say... but i found tat tiong can really laugh very loud lor... haha... i think he's the loudest in the cinema...

the show is abt those in the jail... after they come out, wat life is... but in tis society... there's little ppl in tis society who is willing to give tis ex-convicts a second chance... but tis show is quite touching lor... the best is to lead a more normal life than to go jail n turn over a new life.. but sometimes its unpredictable... in the right mind concept, men should be given a second chance.. cos we shouldnt condemn man who r ex-convicts... but everybody are scared tat a leopard can never change it spot... so not many chances are given... only thru trust then u will be able to give a second chance... its a good topic to debate on actually...

After the movie, we went jalan kayu for supper... had fun there... cos we were digging each other pasts... the 6 of us like attacking one another... or i could say its 3 vs 3... haha... interested to know tiong n baozhong's pasts... keke... playing zhong jian mi ma... then have to being ask questions... quite fun at tat point... keke... we chat until 4.30... then dear call... keke... so i say have to go back liao... hahaha... but really tired liao lor... keke...

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Saturday, September 03, 2005

::Conclusion in Life::

Today at 1pm... send shangjuan to the airport... she's going to shenzhen to find qingfeng.... so sweet rite? envy her leh... cos the first person she thot of is her bf... n she's going over to find him... *ENVY* Today on my way back from airport... i was thinking... from the past relationship till now... i realised tis change in me... in the past, i m always the da nu ren in the picture... i m always a demanding girl.... i expect a lot from my bf... little bit i oso wont give in... i think tis is the past me... haizz... dunno y i m like tat... since young... i always have no confident in relationship... in my mind concept... i always feel tat marriage life is not a secured life... marriage can divorce oso... i always feel tat i must be able to lead a independent life... i promise to study hard n be independent to live myself in future... suddenly everything on me changes... dunno since when... think when i grow older... my mind concept all changes... i have become a xiao nu ren... just wan a good bf n live happily... but m i creating troubles for myself? i oso dunno... maybe everything is just fated... i have no more strength left to think of anything... i think the more i think the more stress i will become... so i decided to leave everything natually n leave it to fate... i realised tis term is really meaningful... shi ni de, ming li yi ding hui shi ni de... bu shi ni de, wu lun zhe mo qiang qiu ye shi yi yang de jie guo... so wat does it mean? everything is fated! in ur life... who ends up wif u in the end is fated oso... who meet who... who got to know who... who will end up wif u... who will be the one u love... who u will wan to spend ur life wif... all are fated! ppl a;ways say will u end up wif the man or woman u love most in tis world... actually i have the ans oso... cos normally u wont end up wif the man or woman u lost most... but which is the one u prefer? if u marry a guy, does it mean he is not the guy tat u love most? or if u love a person very much now, does it mean tat u wont end up wif him? all are contradicting parts n parcels of life... so conclusion in life... just lead a normal n simple life... Life is just a boring n meaningless route to go... the only way is to fill ur life wif colours... but in order to fill ur life wif colours... wat we need to do? there's a lot need to be done... perhaps tis is a difficult period for me... but everybody needs to go thru all tis to grow up... perhaps, i can say... i m starting to grow up now... i have become a gal who wan to see future... i dun wan a meaningless life... but i do believe how beautiful or how colourful my life is going to be... is all created by me... (",)

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