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Saturday, April 29, 2006

::Month End Closing Again::

So sad.. today is fri n i cant go out... got to stay at home n sleep early cos tmr still need to work! today came home straight after work to watch the 9pm channel 8 show... final episode! hmmm... anyway the ending quite expected n nothing much to see...

tmr is mahjiong session again... at 8pm after my work... yippi... so happy... hope i dun fall asleep... so tonite after bloggin must go to bed liao.... =)

Recently planning wif shangjuan going to take exotic dance class... starting on 31 May... meifang joining us as well... now we r trying to find another to join... can get 25% off leh... but if not, then nvm... we can still go ahead.... dear dear so bad... hear the word exotic laugh at me until so badly.... humph... i told him next time dance for him to see.... haha..... *as if i will*... ;p

Now maybe got to get a pair of heels wif straps... maybe can get at bangkok... if there's cheap one around... then thinking wat should i wear for the lesson.... if i wear pants... those sports pant, i think wear heels seems a bit weird leh... maybe will wear jeans or 3/4 pants.... keke.... think i be keeping myself busy from now on... having mahjiong sessions almost once every week... then next is to attend dance class... n follow by i wan to learn make up class... i hope to get a diploma on it.... dunno when is it possible for me to start learning.... my problem is the class starts at 6.45pm... at orchard... i off work at 6pm reach there oso at least 7 - 7.15pm.. its too late n i will miss out too many things.... so only if i change job i might be able to go for classes....

come to think of it, keeping myself busy is a good thing... then i will have less time to think of things n will have less time to go n disturb dear dear.... then he wont feel i so fan him everytime... haha... anyway its a good move... today i told him tis as well... he was saying its good for me... more exposure... but he no time to join me in all my activities... anyway, he cant oso... haha... gals programs... but hope after his studies he will have more time for me... maybe by tat time, i will be the one very busy... *who knows*

think i going to bed liao... eyes closing... so tired now... tmr still a long way to go....

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Tuesday, April 25, 2006

::My Urgent Leave::

Went to the capitaland interview yesterday... luckily previous nite i ask tiong abt the location n how to get there.... so i m able to locate the place fast.. i didnt alight at tanjiong pagar, i alight at raffles place... but i think raffles place really nearer lah... it was located at 39 Robinson Road which is Robinson Point... i went in at 8.55am... n i waited for the interviewer until 9.30am... cos there was no extra meeting room... tat day there was too many meeting rooms being used up... dunno y so many meetings... the interviewer was a guy.... ok lah.. look quite friendly... so i wasnt tat nervous actually... he told me abt their hierachy.... which is one manager to one excutive to one assistant... forming group to work in... for their finance in capitaland finance, there's abt 15 like tat... all in groups n doing full sets of accounts... think their trade is dealing wif asset management... actually the job prospect seems not bad... except for the working hours... cos the interviewer told me tat the job will required to work a lot of OT... tis is wat troubled me.... cos i dun wan toomuch OT... i dun mind ot but then not every nite lor.. cos really no life.... n wif such heavy workload, i cant even go on leave to travel or watsoever... i do not wan tis... but then the job prospect not bad.... cos its full sets... but then think they need to have experience in gst which i dun have... anyway, i dun wan to think too much first.... cos i dun even know will i be selected for the job or not... so later then think.... haha.... after my interview, dear dear came to fetch me... n we went to ngee ann poly for some food... both of us were in the same poly in the past.... haha.... so we went there look at xiao mei mei... keke... seeing them really makes me feel old already... cos they only 17-18.... so young... somehow inside ngee ann poly, reminds me of my past sch life.... i tink it was quite fun wif frens going for lunch etc... the place where i study.... really miss sch life....

then dear dear ate the western food... so cheap... only at $2.80.... keke... then we proceed to SIM to self study... okay lah... the environment not bad... manage to cover quite a lot... during mid of our studies, we went for meals at megabites at SIM... their concept is like marche... give card when u go in n pay to cashier when u come out.... i like to eat the western food there... but when we went, all sold out... so dao mei...

so i ate spaggetti n dear dear ate a bowl of chicken n mushroom noodle... think quite nice oso... then we back to our books again... study until 5 plus, we went for XO fish slice noodle at holland village... yummy... nice nice... but then the smell not as nice as the previous time we came... but then still happy to get to eat XO noodle... haha... had a happy time spending wif dear dear yesterday... come to think of it... wat is happiness all abt? maybe sometimes one just got too greedy wif things... take things for granted... if i m not so greedy n i m contented... actually i can be a happy gal... of cos i will learn not to be greedy anymore... but then i oso still hope dear dear will love n dote on me more lah... i think tis kind of greedy is human nature lah... haha... as usual dear plan a session wif zhenyu to drink red wine.... i got went down a while... guess wats their topic all abt? zhenyu was saying abt he wan to adopt a malay daughter next time... then yong ask him y malay... n their whole topics was on malay... aiyo... no ending discussion.. cos dear dear quite racist one... then i know no ending so i went home to sleep first.... around 45mins then dear dear came up.... he keep spouting nonsense to me... keep telling me y malay.... alamak... but he looks cute lah... keke.... n oso ask me a lot of funny things... very cute... then i keep asking him to sleep.. he keep talking lor... aiyo... then finally he agreed to sleep, then immediately fall asleep liao n snore... disturb my sleep... then its my turn cannot get to sleep liao... thus i m so tired now.... pig him...

Recently very gien play mj... haha.. was on msn wif cat the other day... then she was suggesting y not every week we play mj once... haha.... i told her OK... but then we always short of one leg... i told her we must find permanent leg... cos she, me, and shangjuan... we always have difficulties finding one more leg... but now we thot of finding karen, minghui... keke... after minghui's exam, think he able to form permanent leg wif us liao.... then we can play.... really enjoy playing... keke... addicted liao... *DIE* one day if we are all rich enough to be tai tai, we can play mj every time we are free... haha... tat will be wonderful!

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Sunday, April 23, 2006

::Mahjiong Session::

Yesterday, early morning wake up by dear... saying tat courts toa payoh got sales... mahjiong table selling at only $29... so happy so went there... but a lot of ppl r queueing over there since early morning... wah... so fierce... so we went for lunch at the foodcourt instead... i ate grilled fish spaggetti.... it was yummy... *nice nice*... then went in to courts for a look.... there's so many mahjiong tables over there... but they say must have white coupon then can buy... but i dun have so they dun allow me to buy... so no choice lor.... then quickly went home cos have a mahjiong session wif cat, shangjuan and michelle.... meet them at 12.30pm at my house... so we roughly start our session at 1pm... as usual we have fun playing... when we completed 3 rounds it was around 9pm... we played for 7 hrs plus cos we did stop for dinner.... the guys always comment on we gals playing so slow... but i think our speed are okay already lor... but for yesterday if we r playing wif karen, think will be even faster.... but its okay lah... we still have fun... actually last nite we played for 4 rounds... cos michelle only played till 3rd round ends n she dun wan to continue liao... so i ask my mum to sit in to play... haha... quite fun oso... they so bad lor... keep questioning my mum ask her she likes yong or not... haha... but my mum ans is like tat one... she says as long as i like then she's fine... keke... actually i feel she's a good mummy... if not for my stupid dad... i think she can be even a better mummy... all becos of my dad's fault... causing me to lose the kind of family i had in my heart... =(

next week we oso wan to play... cos got public hoilday lor... but qingfeng will be back so shangjuan needs to spend some time wif him.... but they were suggesting tat we played 2 tables... one guy's table, one gal's table... haha... tat will be fun... but gal's legs diff to find khakis one... then i was suggesting to yong... must ask the guys to find their gf fast... then the gfs must know how to play mahjiong wif us... keke....

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Friday, April 21, 2006

::Shortlisted for an Interview::

Yest nite was watching 1 litre of tears wif dear... we watch until 3am lor... then dear work at 4am... so he didnt sleep at all n went to work... so i only slept for a few hrs... so tired... *yawn* For my story on 1 litre of tears, i will update after i finish my whole story... hee.. then today is my turn to go bank cos my despatch on leave... so went to a few places... n bought nasi lemak back from Goldenshoe... finally today one not bad... quite nice... keke... went to bank at 10.30am n only came back near 1.30pm.... gosh.... took me 3 hrs... then somemore cause choo choo to be shouted by mel (FM)... poor choo choo... haizz... luckily she's alrite le...

When back, shangjuan ask me saying qingfeng was asking her... is it me n yong had a quarrel last nite? i was so stunned... cos we were very alrite n watching VCD together... so really dun understand y qingfeng say so... keke... then i ask shangjuan n she told me cos qf saw both of us in busy mode of msn last nite... n till very late... then i told shangjuan we were watching VCD leh... keke.... actually dunno y oso... when using media player, then the msn status will show busy... haha.... but anyway, thanks for his concern.... =)

i just received a call from my agent... she told me tat i was being selected for an interview... n the company is Capital Land... i heard of tis company before... but dunno wat is tis company doing... then i ask cat, ask meifang, ask my cousin, ask ppl around... heard tat tis co is a listed comapny so i must really go try my luck... else i will regret.... really hope to get in such a big company... its always my dream... n the area i will like.... hope to be well prepared for my interview... n have good news... hoping for my dream to come true... http://www.capitaland.com/en/

If really can get in, i can attend makeup class, n things i like to do.... May god bless me... (",)

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Thursday, April 20, 2006

::Spinocellular Degeneration Disease::

Recently been watching tis show on this Spinocellular Degeneration Disease.. Tis is a show recommended by Kek... It is a Japanese show... There's 11 episodes altogether... For now, i only watch until episode 5... The show is abt a gal named Aya who had tis disease... Tis disease comes from no where... this is a fatal disease... it will make her lose control over her own body... she always fell n hurt herself... n the way she fell is very scary... cos she didnt even use her normal hands to hold when fell... but she hit rite on her head.... she very kelian lor... only 15yrs old.. n yet got to suffer from such disease... Going to continue watching the whole show then update the whole story....

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4:27 PM

::What will you choose?::

My topic today is what will you choose?

In life, everybody will feel something is not going smooth... very little ppl will feel everything is all smooth... there's no obstacles at all... wat u wan u will get... For example, i m refering to:

1. Health

2. Studies

3. Career

4. Money

5. Family Kinship

6. Love Relationship

Does anybody know of anyone who has all tis factors and all are going smooth without any obstacles? i doubt so... Perhaps heaven is fair to everybody...

Very often, when we have any of the factors, we will take it for granted... we wont treasure things beside us... Just for some examples...

1. Health: when we are in good health, we always dun exercise, dun take care of diet... when one day fall sick or having medical problem... then we will be thinking y i didnt take care of my health? Y is it i neglect my body? n at tat point of time, u will feel health is the most impt thing... cos if u do not have a healthy body, the rest from 2-6 are all not impt anymore...

2. Studies: There's ppl who have high IQ or EQ who can study very well... But there's ppl in tis world, no matter how they study, their results is still the same... Actually the problem maybe lies wif wat we choose isnt wat our abilties are at... i do believe if u have the heart n faith to do something, if u put in great effort, everything can be done... just whether u wan or not...

3. Career: What is a good job? Who has satisfaction in ur job? Y is everybody grumbling tat ur job is not good? Does tis lies wif the job or we human beings? i think its our prob... cos we wan our job to be smooth.. but in tis world there is actually no smooth job... if there is a smooth job, think the company wont need to employ anybody already... haha...

4. Money: Is money very important? Who dun wan money? Everything in tis world needs money oso... if no money at all, we cant survive... but with lots of money? Guys will go out for fun... Eg Niteclub or mistress... cos too much money dunno where to spend... or if u have lots of money is due to ur business... then there's so many other entertainments u need to attend.. therefore u will lose a lot of time n not accompanying ur family, ur wife, ur children... so wat is correct? I feel tat enough is the word... cos u have lots of money but u lose other things... u will feel even more lonely...

5. Family Kinship: Often we always will neglect our family... cos ppl will feel everyday i live wif u all... y need to spend so much time at home? But when we get into trouble outside... only ur family is there for u... u will turn urself back to ur family by then... cos only they will help u... then u will think... Y? Y i m so bad? only when trouble falls on me, i will look for my family? then maybe u will start to treasure ur family... be more fair.. ;p

6. Love Relationship: wat i mean here is ur bf or gf... Often when u have a very good bf/gf, u will tend to overlook at things... u will feel u dun have to treat him/her very good... cos he/she will always be beside u... but do u ever realise position will change? cos one day the he/she will feel u r taking him/her for granted.. then slowly, he/she will try to stop giving in... then there will be a switch of role... actually tis is not a healthy sign... so always learn to treasure the one beside u...

For all these 6 items, if god is fair... u can only have 5 of it, wat will u choose? One of the items is u will nvr be able to have a smooth journey....

Actually all are very impt... Maybe for me to choose, in my current position... maybe i will change in future... i will choose career to be out... cos the rest are all very important to me...still remember when i was young, still studying... i used to feel tat career is the most impt thing in life... but now, my thinking changed... A smooth career is the hardest to get... for me lah... or i could say its human being... but in tis world, we are actually spending the most time wif ur career...

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Monday, April 17, 2006

::His Explanation::

Yest, he got read my blog n know everything of how i feel... Although he did not fully understand wat i m talking abt... but at least i blurted all out n i feel better... he was saying its not he dun love me but he love me in another way... but wat way, i oso dun understand... but i know i feel better liao... For the part, he continue to msn... he explained tat he thought i was asleep so he nvr came up to me... Argh... still a bit unhappy but okay le lah... since he say he did not do in on purpose... then for the time he spends more wif frens... he admit n say he will try to do something abt it... so i shall wait for it... Come to think abt it... maybe i should try to understand his upbringing... he is too used to not to listen to others... cos due to his parents... he's always need to make decision on his own so now, its his habit... he always make decisions on his own... so wat can i do? only slowly change his thinking n mentality.. there's nothing much i can do abt it.. only one thing... to discontinue tis relationship lor... which is not possible lah... haha... talking rubbish... keke... i m learning how to accept things... thus i oso hope he can learn how to love me more... so that we can be happier together... (",)

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Sunday, April 16, 2006

::The truth in my relationship::

i had an interesting mahjiong session last nite wif cat, shangjuan n karen... chat n joke the whole nite out.... so long nvr have such a session le.. really enjoy the fun... haha... the only sole winner is shangjuan... she keep zi mo n tiao zhing... i think overall she win $43.50, i lose $6.50, karen lose $7 n cat lose $30... haha... we play for almost 9 to 10 hours n we only play 3 porks... the guys must have feel we play really very slow... but no leh... cos keep tiao zhing mah... keke.. anyway dun wan to explain so much liao.... when back home, i have a serious soar throat n flu... haizz... after enjoy must suffer wif all tis... i call yong after my mahjiong session... think wat reply i got from him? ok lor... u go home lor... ok lor fine lor... i go home... then he call again saying kang driving his car back to yishun then he will come my house n ask me to wait for him to be back.. but i didnt wait lah... i really feeling xinku liao...

Back home, i really had very bad feelings... i wondering am i demanding too much from my relationship? when i see all my frens around me had such a loving bf, i really so envy.... just like how weiquan treated cat... he dote on her so much can do watever things for her.... then how qingfeng treat shangjuan... every bf is so loving... but how come my bf cannot be as loving as them? i wasnt feeling well last nite, so when he's back, he went to bath n i was lying on my bed... but he didnt came to me first.. he still continue wif his msn wif his frens... wat am i to him? his frens are forever more impt than me... i do appreciate tat u still massage for me later on... but the sadness is already there... cos it shows me ur frens are still more impt than me... if its the normal me, ok, i might be unreasonable... but i m not feeling well lor, y cant i be attend to first? y is it i always have to snatch the position in ur heart wif all ur frens? is a relationship suppose to be like tis? is it u really dun care for me or i just cant feel u care? i know u still do ur part as a bf n came to massage for me... but tats is after u finish ur msn... after u finish ur talking wif ur frens.. but i m sick, y cant i be attended to first? y cant u put me in ur priorities first? Am i always the least important person in ur life? thought i m suppose to be the one sharing everything wif u? Are we on the wrong track to our relationship?

Everyone will tell me actually going wild going pubs is nothing wrong if he nvr do anything bad behind.. yup... i totally agree wif u.. going pubs going wild, there is nothing wrong... i been thinking wat is wrong wif me? i m not a gal who mind bf going pubs... but y suddenly i become like tat? Y is it when yong always wan go drink wif zhenyu, i m unhappy oso? Why why why? i been asking myself tis question... i got an answer... cos i dun feel being loved enough! Tis is the answer... i hate tis feeling... so perhaps tis is one of the reason y i m find so much so much excuses to hate wild... but wat is actually wrong wif me? to me, he cares too much of wat his frens think of him.... he wanted to be in their group... ya, tis is not wrong at all... everyone wan frens... i wan my frens too... but his group of frens are all single n have so much so much time... they can sit at coffeeshop for few hours.. can go wild almost every nite.... they really have lots n lots of time to spare... yong is not like him... he had to spend his time working irregular hours... study: go class almost 3 or 4 times a week... plus he still need to self study for his exam... he already so busy wif all his activities... already no time for me... n yet i still need to share his time wif all his frens... yes, he did sleep at my house almost every nite... but does anyone knows? when he's back home, he just too shacked already n can go to bed very early... he is just sleeping n is tis consider accompanying me??? if tis is call accompanying me, i rather he go home... i rather he feels tat he really dun have much time for me... the problem is he always didnt realise the problem.. he always feel its not a problem... i dunno wat i should do? i been thinking should i just go on enduring all tis or should i put a stop to all tis? everyone is thinking y i dun speak to him? the problem is he doesnt even feel tis is a problem right from the start... how should i speak to him? Am i demanding too much? i guess maybe i m demanding too much but maybe i m too used to have doting bf... i m too used to have bf who give in to me in everything i say... but which gal doesnt wan to be loved? i m such a gal too... i wan a doting bf, i wan somebody to share happiness n sow wif me... i been thinking he cant give me all tis is it becos of his busy sheldules due to work n study tat is y he has no time for me? Do i have the patience to wait till end of the year for him to finish his studies? i really dunno my patience level till where... sometimes i been thinking is it i gave him the wrong impression when we start to know each other, i m like a gal wif lots n lots of patience... a very sui bian gal whereby can follow his activities, his time, have the patience not to grumble... Seriously, if he think tis way, then its really wrong... cos i m not like tis... indeed i m trying to give in, but not all of the time, i m the one giving in... i learnt from my past mistakes by being too spoilt in the past... i wan wat means wat.... i know tat is wrong so i m trying not to repeat my same old mistakes... so i changed... but now, i feel tat i m the one giving in to all his timing... i m only the one compromising.. but not him... i m feeling tired... i m just like any gal on the road, i wan a loving bf who can take care of me... which gal doesnt wan to be loved? i do believe every gal needs it... Sometimes i been wondering is it u had preferred the life of being single when u can have lots n lots of time wif ur frens... Are u not ready for realtionship? perhaps u r really not ready, cos u still wan lots of time n fun wif ur frens... a man who really wan to settle down wouldnt behave tis way... u have been showing me tat u still wan lots of fun... perhaps i m wrong u might have to say... but come to think of it... if like wat u say, long ago, u r already not a part in their team... if u doesnt wan fun... u wouldnt have say tis.... cos u r saying tis meaning u r hoping to be part of their team again... n u r trying hard... anyway u wont understand tis... i can see how hard u try to be in their group... am i wrong to have interfere ur life wif ur frens? Am i the stone in between u n ur frens? Am i creating too much troubles for u in ur life? perhaps without me, u will feel better.... cos no one will be restricting u drinking, go pubs, mix around wif ur frens... u will have lots of time to ur own activities, n u wont feel left out... u can do watever u like cos u doesnt have to account to anybody or anything...

i m envying all my frens who are on the road to marriage... creating their own home... they all have the chance to choose their own flat, design their own house... but i have nothing or i should say i have no say in all tis... i really hope to have a bf tat can listen to my inner heart... listen to wat i really wan n need...

I only have 2 choices... Either to continue to test my own patience tat is to give in n wait for a miracle to happen... Or i should have ended tis miseries... i dunno wat will be my decision... cos it still depends on how much i have love tis guy... cos patience still matters...

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Wednesday, April 12, 2006

::Looking for a new job::

Been looking for a new job recently... My main reasons for a new job is to go for class without being late for class... n been planning to sign up for make up classes... wanted to learn a skill... but by working here, i cant do many things of my wish... Therefore had setup my resume liao... keke... Then trying to take photos for my resume... n thus tis is the photo i m more satisfied wif... keke... but looks a bit weird? i went to buy a pair of freshkon contact lens as to make my eyes look bigger... but then, i wear liao, no diff at all... n waste my money... n it cost me $28 a pair lor... haizz... should have bought color lens instead n its cheaper... the blur me... when i went to buy the lens i thought $28 is the cheapest... when i walk backwards, one of the shop only sell at $20 a pair... *Pengz* so irritating... wasted $8... but no choice lah... buy already...

After sending out resume on Monday nite, i received a few calls from job agencies like Adecco, Recruit Express, People Search... etc... then one job is at Raffles Place, Tanjiong Pagar... i like the location... Another one is a MNC company at Ang Mo Kio... Too bad, they are not willing to wait for me for a month else... i be the happiest... haha.... another one is at Bishan Sim Ming there... MNC IT company... So all still waiting for news... hoping to have good news... Got one is at Jurong one, pay low n location i dun wan... so i rejected immediately... so far for now, just hoping for a good news... Been waiting................

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