A boring Sat nite indeed... see i m at home at tis hour.. so boring... Fri, i went to watch The Maid... Keke.. how was the show huh? i could say some parts are rather scary.. but the show on average is only so so lor... not very very nice... Think tis is the fourth movie i went wif my dear.. The first movie was Wet Dreams 2, second was Red Candy, Third was Seven Swords, n yest The Maid...
Today woke up so late.. cos really too tired liao... then we went Funan to find Zhengyu to see laptops.. but he recommend us IBM one... which need abt $2,250.00... i feel tat for tis price, we can see toshiba one.. so we went havey norman to see... n to our surprise, got one toshiba one.. not bad... i can get at $2,299 + extended warranty = $2489... so think tmr, we are going to get the toshiba notebook... keke...
Since thurs, i wasnt at home till today then i came back... i think my mum rather displeased wif me already... but sometimes did she ever wonder y i dun like coming home at times? when i come home, she will nag at me oso... saying i dun care for her n so.. then if not, she will just say me tis n tat.. i know its not her fault for feeling tis way.. i know she needs my care n concern.. i know its all my dad's fault.. but i m not feeling good afterall too... i need breathing space too.. i oso hope my dad can change over a new leaf.. i oso hope everything will be back to normal.. i wish for tat too.. but i wish to tell mummy tis... i cant always be wif her.. i got my own life.. i got my things to do oso... i really hope she can stand up n be more happier... but yet, she chose to stay at home n cry.. i really got nothing to say abt her... i know tis kind of feelings not good... but if she doesnt wan to help herself, there's nothing i could do oso... another reason y i dun wish to stay at home... i have nothing to do at home.. n the stupid thing is my bro.. he is so demanding tat he must wan his pc back one... i hate staying at home... its so sickening to fight over a pc wif my bro... when last time, pc in my room, he oso fight wif me... then pc in his room, he oso wan to fight wif me... its so sickening.... its not tat i wan to fight wif him... but cant i just use for a while first? Argh... i m so fed up wif everybody... y cant i have a better life? y must i live so unhappily? i oso dunno... sometimes, i really dunno living in tis world is for wat... maybe tats life... i can only just go on wif tis kind of life.. i always hope for better life... but think the more i hope, the worse it becomes... i m not going to wish for tis n tat anymore... all no use... life really sian n meaningless at times... now i cant use pc liao... forget it.. i m going to watch tv!