Never been feeling so insecure... maybe my ex bf had really cast a very black shadow in my life... i simply have no faith in relationship... but i m trying hard to build up my trust, my belief once again... i just hope yong can provide me wif the trust n faith i needed from him... i know my factor wif yong is time... i still need time... just like wat he say... no matter how much he tells me, is equal zero.. cos only time can prove everything... think i m a real difficult gal... i wanted lots in relationship... maybe i m a gal who needs attention from my bf... i know how busy my bf is... he has to work, study.... n still have to find time for me... i think his time is really limited... i think i shouldnt have bother him wif my so much insecure feelings... i will control myself n try to be a more understanding gf... wish me luck... :)