Having lots of silly thots... Eversince be wif him, i feel so unsecure... especially when he talked abt his ex... i feel exhausted thinking of tis n tat... Cos in the car back from partyworld on Tuesday nite, kang, haichoon n junxiong talked abt his ex again... n somehow i feel affected... so i decided to ask him abt it...
me: Dear, i know somehow or rather... U still mind n think of ur ex... But since everything is over... Lets all move on n try not to think of things tat had passed... Can? I know its diff... But still...... It will be more fair to both of us in tis way.. Can we try?
yong: Yup,i tink its a great idea. From now onwards,i will never ever tok abt her again. Not juz me,u oso. We shall never tok abt yrs or mine
me: We shall have a new fresh start of our life. Let us put all down n start everything afresh. Forget all abt our past.. N live happier.We work hard together.
N i hope our love shall never be a replacement of our exs... We be together is becos we wan to be together...
yong: Yes,this is the way we shall be. Hook finger we never tok abt them anymore ok?
i think after telling him n promise each other... i feel better in a way... i think after tat tuesday, things are getting better n improving... hope i can really have a future wif him... for so long in my life, tis is the time when i really feel tat he will be the one for me... i hope to work things out wif him....
Come to think abt it, yest i told him actually on the 9 July, the ktv session, actually i dun feel like going one.. but becos i promise cat already, then i go... then he ask me did i regret going? haha... i din regret... if not, dun think i will know him.... I believe its fate tat brought us to be together... but the rest, i will stay put n enjoy my honeymoon period... (",)
An angel to watch over my past...
