Dunno y.. today feel very blues abt coming to work... actually at home wake up tat time still alrite leh... its after coming to work... reach office... all sian things come along.... firstly, i havent received my confirmation yet... its been due for 2 weeks already... i wonder is it my boss doesnt wan to confirm me or wat... i m trying hard to love my working place, my work... cos if i were to hate tis place, then coming to work everyday is a dreading feeling... i dun wish to have such feelings... so i hope to like my working place... cos i wan a career... not a place like nafa anymore... but dunno y... i feel tat my director doesnt like me.... she just gave me such a feeling lor... i oso dunno y lah... cos i seldom communicate wif her one... maybe just no fate lor... i oso dunno y they hold my confirmation... cos i did finish my work on time... although i leave earlier n work less ot than the rest, but i did complete all my work lor... if tis place really just wan me to work ot to prove my capabilities, then tis place really dun suit me... cos i hate working ot n the next day, i got nothing to do... n when i got nothing to do, playing msn is a crime... wat am i supposed to do? haiz... i really dunno... but i think i will rather go back on time n the next day then i come do my work... rather than stay ot n next day nothing to do!! haizz... i hate such working life... if next beg year, i m able to find a new job, maybe i will consider to change job.... i think it will be better for me lah... =>
An angel to watch over my past...
