Yest, he got read my blog n know everything of how i feel... Although he did not fully understand wat i m talking abt... but at least i blurted all out n i feel better... he was saying its not he dun love me but he love me in another way... but wat way, i oso dun understand... but i know i feel better liao... For the part, he continue to msn... he explained tat he thought i was asleep so he nvr came up to me... Argh... still a bit unhappy but okay le lah... since he say he did not do in on purpose... then for the time he spends more wif frens... he admit n say he will try to do something abt it... so i shall wait for it... Come to think abt it... maybe i should try to understand his upbringing... he is too used to not to listen to others... cos due to his parents... he's always need to make decision on his own so now, its his habit... he always make decisions on his own... so wat can i do? only slowly change his thinking n mentality.. there's nothing much i can do abt it.. only one thing... to discontinue tis relationship lor... which is not possible lah... haha... talking rubbish... keke... i m learning how to accept things... thus i oso hope he can learn how to love me more... so that we can be happier together... (",)
An angel to watch over my past...
