A joke of the day: Have u ever heard of 7-11 not opened?
Ans: tis morning i went to expo 7-11 and its not opened! so stupid lor... where got 7-11 not opened one? then y call 7-11? ALAMAK!!!
Last nite had an incident wif dear... i know it might be my unreasonableness... but then i just too angry n cant control myself... tis was wat happened....
he came back from sch n reach my place at abt 10plus... then he needs to do his things... as usual it is a routine thing... so he was doing his things... n when i started to talk to him, he ignore me n say he needs to concentrate... okay, fine... so i dun disturb him lor.... after he finish his things was around 11.15pm liao... then he say he going park... going to meet zhenyu for wine there... then i wasnt happy abt it already... cos he's going drinking again!! he knows i not happy but he still went... he told me its only 11pm now... so i will be back around 12 plus... when he left... i look at my hp and the time is 11.20pm... how can he able to return at 12plus... according to past incident, i know he wont be back by 12 plus... will be at 1 am one... so i became more angry thinking of all tis... then i msg him n started a quarrel wif him... then ended up, he came back without going to the park... i know he's fuming oso... but i am just too angry to care how he feels... then he kept saying things like i m watching him too much... yup.. i agree... perhaps i m watching him too much... but then y must he keep drinking? is drinking so impt to him? then he say he not only meet him to drink but need to meet him to pass him some money... okay... its my wrong for not letting him to go... but then y? at tat moment... i really angry n upset lor... he makes me feel tat i m least impt than his fren... i feel upset... i know wat he means.. i only think of myself but i nvr spare a thought for his feelings... but then y is it i already been patient waiting for him to finish his things n y cant he spare a thought for my feelings? Nvm... i know we can never compromise on tis... no matter how much we are going to talk abt tis, there wont be any ending... perhaps for normal days, i might be able to endure him n just keep quiet... but maybe he tao mei oso lor.. cos i m having PMS... so my mood oso gets irritated easily... *Just his luck* but frankly speaking... if tis continues n if he continues to treat his frens better than me... i really dunno how i will feel by then... i m not a young gal anymore... i wan a stable relationship... i just wan a stable bf to love n dote on me... i dun hope for a man who cares more abt the outside world than his own family... if tats the case, i dun think i can hold on to it... cos wat i hope for is a good husband a happy family... i hate having broken family! i will hate myself if i know i will be stepping into such a family n cause my decendents to suffer... i rather dun wan... its just like a saying... if before marriage is already like tat... wat will happen after marriage? y should i take a risk if now its already like tat?
Anyway me n him is okay already... cos after tat he ask me can he sleep? he says he got no problem wif me but its me who has problem wif him... i say u sleep lah... then he ask me to accompany him to sleep... so i went down.... then he hugged me then i feeling better... he did say "tis kind of hugging is diff n cannot be compare to other activities he had outside" *SWEET TALK* its really sweet lah... but then i hope he understand how i feel...
actually women are contradicting... cos whenever we women says leave me alone... in actual fact, we dun really wish u to leave us alone... but on the other hand, if the things which we continue to talk abt will get worse... maybe really leave women alone is a good choice... instead of aggitate her more... its true tat sweet talks can make me feel better... if if sweet talks is the long term cure, i dun think it will be a good medicine after some times... cos ppl gets tired of such feelings as times goes by...
Anyway all tis are enough lah... dun really wish to add on such things anymore... cos i should be feeling happy... tmr i flying to bangkok already... *Yeah* but then dunno y i dun feel excited leh... maybe its becos i went b4 bah...
Just now heard a joke from yokeyin.. she say last time she went wif her husband, there's somebody approach them n ask them to go watch tiger show.. 2 leg tiger show... then yokeyin was thinking... wow... the tiger so special only have 2 legs... so she became quite interested to go... it cost her 500 baht to go... when the show starts, she keep asking... y no tiger? only got gals... then she got to realise... tis is a thai girl show instead of tiger show... haha.. then we ask her how come ur husband nvr tell u? she say cos her husband really dunno she dunno wat's the show abt... haha... so funny....
Tonite going back to pack my lugguage liao... still haven pack yet... haizz... too lazy to pack... now waiting for the clock to strike at 6pm... so sian... waiting to go back....